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The End Of Paradise

by Vestiges Of Ecstasy

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    The 3rd album in the Vestiges Of Ecstasy trilogy. Artwork by Mia Kileen.

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1.
Angels 04:00
Where are the angels to save me from this nightmares' to take me far away from these constant thoughts running through my brain Some kind of angel to save me from my fear and to save me from the voices that just won't let me... Can't stop The feelings I feel no more I tried but I can't close the door Don't go I need you here with me Can't mask the fear that I've kept inside so long So much of me now has died Fading, set me free Where are the angels to save me from this nightmares' to take me far away from these constant thoughts running through my brain I lie here in hiding fighting sounds of crying Can't believe I'm all alone Here that voice around me Darkness blinds I can't see I can't do this all alone Where are the angels to save me from this nightmares' to take me far away from these constant thoughts running through my brain What is it that they see when they hurt me They took you away from me These scars will not heel The pain is surreal There's not much left of me It seems hopeless agony is now, part of who I am I don't want this, for you Hurry my angels I
2.
Scene's on display and I already know a mother cries tonight Fighting a war ages old You won't take what's mine I don't wanna hear about your sad song wishing things were right before they go wrong Dying for your fear of being alone You wanna take your life You better stand alone Don't take them with your plight Just take one life your own Life is replaced with a vacuous hole Destination still unknown Self absorption and fear I get it you're alone Check your sanity at the door You wanna take your life You better stand alone Don't take them with your plight Just take one life your... You wanna take your life You better stand alone Don't take them with your plight Just take one life your own
3.
I 04:22
I I walk alone The darkness close behind me and I know it won't be long until I find the pain of knowing how my life could be once you're gone I can't do this now A picture of your face I can't show you how to breathe again I And when my time is gone please live your life for you and no one else Don't waste your second chance dwelling on the past making it last I can't do this now A picture of your face I can't show you how to breathe again Don't leave me The time goes by so fast now One you were longing for
4.
Plague 04:09
Waging a constant war against who I'm supposed to be Loosing myself Loosing what's me You see the strong me untouchable pristine But inside grows a darker me Help me I'm damned to walk this world alone praying for... I'd give the sun and the moon to live like you Never wanted to be this thing I've become But what can I do Born into this life of eccentricity where everything is not as it seems A chill comes over me this cold consumes my fate You hold my hand but it's too late I'm damned to walk this world alone praying for... I'd give the sun and the moon to live like you Never wanted to be this thing I've become But what can I do You tried to save me but the thought was much too late I'm lost to you now I can't go on I'm damned to walk this world alone praying for... I'd give the sun and the moon to live like you Never wanted to be this plague I've become But what can I do Your loves with me and I'm with you
5.
On a Sunday morning You're fast asleep and I wonder if your dreaming of me In a place called no where all your letters give me peace What I'd give to hold you in my arms and say I love you Are you with me Leave the light on Help me find my way Leave the light on Leave the light on mercy makes you wait Leave the light on Hallucinations of a world I cannot see Through the haze I know my enemy My brothers falling Hide my face to hide my fear Talking to the dead Crimson skies Falling Leave the light on Help me find my way Leave the light on Leave the light on I know mercy makes you wait Leave the light on See the pictures all in my head dancing on a brand new sky See the pictures all in my head falling they keep falling Leave the light on Help me find my way Leave the light on Leave the light on mercy makes you wait Leave the light on I don't want you to give up hope I'll hold you once again All bathed in light The world is right Just show me the way home On a Sunday morning
6.
Unparent 04:17
The fact I am who I am today is something I don't understand I tried everything to make you love me I can't I can't believe So alone You sit there and you grin you know what you've done You tried to take my soul Your selfish loving hate is what I return to a mother who's unknown Made me doubt myself all these years I got away went insane realized one truth That not matter what you didn't say or made me do (I loved you) So alone You sit there and you grin you know what you've done You tried to take my soul Your selfish loving hate is what I return to a mother who's unknown I can't take this anymore Just not what I had in store You lie there wanting for something I can't give to you I can't take this anymore just not what I had in store You did this to yourself I won't be the one you run to and I will not be there for you So alone You sit there and you grin you know what you've done You tried to take my soul but your fear out weighs your pride I give myself my soul to your careless black eyes I tried everything to make you love me
7.
Inaug Day 03:22
Today we wake to see A new dawn in the land of the free A place to live beautiful smoke free skylines Opportunities wide A doctor's love Universal wellness No longer illness must hide Humanity with dignity enlighten together we can reach Today we wake to see A new dawn in the land of the free Freedom from black gold and foreign nations Independence is key Bring them home Our boys and girls in green Defend our democracy This time Our minds aren't filled with hatred Have we evolved To see a hope for generations Will we live on See these changes and hope for the best Our own destruction defiles in mass I hope This will last Too often our futures our past Hey rich Trickle down on this Rise and fall on your own Compassion towards the least among us pursuit of happiness our code Humanity with dignity enlighten together we can reach Today we wake to see A new dawn in the land of the free ...Well, that didn't work out
8.
Damned 02:43
I can see all the lies I have told to disguise I no more recognize Like a bad dream I can't wake from It's not the same it all has changed I can't let go of my dreams yet I hate that I Need you right now I'm sacrificing me No where to run No place to go What happens next God only knows Other peoples lives are what I dream I open my mouth But there's no scream I hate that I Need you right now I'm sacrificing me Scared for my life I can't let go I'm sacrificing me There's no room in this hell There's no room in the next Hard to breath Just biding my time till the end Like a bad dream I can't wake from I hate that I Need you right now I'm sacrificing me
9.
What you see's What you get when you call yourself mine Take your time do it right it will all come to light Am I all you wanted Just another piece of meat Always ignoring that there's so much more to me You mislead then you leave It's the same old story talking But this time I've got my pride You'll be doing the walking Am I all you wanted Just another piece of meat Always ignoring that there's so much more to me Excuses fill my mind Always blaming myself for your crimes I know now is the time To break myself free of the power you have over me Am I all you wanted Just another piece of meat Always ignoring that there's so much more to me Excuses fill my mind Always blaming myself for your crimes You blew it Your last chance You knew this day was coming
10.
Lost 03:51
Contrition enough to spare All these sins on this road to you When I came to the crossroads I chose the wrong path I chose the wrong way to go and now the way is blocked and I'm so Lost Where did I go wrong Life has turned it's bitter hand Show compassion if you can I'll try to forgive myself Damnation the fate of my soul Longing so to return to that road Where I lost my way I turned to the darkness when light was in front of me Demons in my mind telling me to go further Can't see the future the present is much stronger You're all I see You're all that I need But I can't find my way I'm so Lost Where did I go wrong Life has turned it's bitter hand Show compassion if you can I'll try to forgive myself Wish I could go back in time and take it all back but I'm forsaken Lost Where did I go wrong Life has turned it's bitter hand Show compassion if you can I'll try to forgive myself Lost Where did I go wrong Life has turned it's bitter hand Show compassion if you can I'll never forgive myself Over and over again in my mind
11.
It's Done 03:36
I'm tired of hiding from your souless raging I see you in a new light This is where you run and hide I'm lost without you Thoughts in my warped mind Can't live without you Too late to change my mind I'm searching for a trace of some kind of humanity I see you in a new light I'm lost without you Thoughts in my warped mind Can't live without you Too late to change my mind My admiration brought me down to my knees My new perception shows you never cared about me I'm lost with out you I found a chance for my ecsape Can't live with out you I'm lost with out you So I thought in my mind Can't live without you Now I've changed my... Now that I know the person you were (keep running) Now I've changed my mind I'm lost without you (laughing)

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released January 1, 2018

All songs written by Mia Kileen and Gregg Jones.

Produced by Scott Rainey, Mia Kileen, and Gregg Jones.
Recorded and mastered by Scott Rainey at The Hit Department.
Artwork by Mia Kileen.

Mia Kileen - Vocals
Gregg Jones - Guitar
Jeremy McQueary - Bass
Jason Koch - Bass
John Foster - Drums
David Miller - Drums
Kirby Jarvis - Piano

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